Monday, December 06, 2010
8:54 PM

Breathe

So much spare time. Ugh hate this feeling. Too much spare time that I've so much time to think. (Aside from going school)

Getting the feeling of being neglected again. I always get this feeling whenever he has to work. :( The only thing to distract me in school/ CSI. Sigh. Prolly no more phone calls in the night for now. What to do what to do what to do...

On a side note, so determine to go on a diet now. I hope. :( Hope it's successful!!!!!!!!!! Hate dieting, because food makes me happy. Oh well. Fats just don't burn away itself right? Got to stop contributing fats.

Boring life boring life boring life. I think I'm so lifeless I could almost see flies flying around me. Lol.