Thursday, July 01, 2010
11:14 PM

If relationships are like a rollercoaster ride, than it's just constantly going down down down down down for me.

It's like non-stop quarrelling these week with Boyf. I hate it so fucking much. I'm so fucking unreasonable sometimes and I flare at the slightest reason. I just dk why I get so moody and needy. :( And I get distant, and I stay silent. It's so painful whenever I'm with him and I just can't hold his hands or hug him just because I'm fucking stubborn.

I hope yknow that no matter what, I love you. Not even anger can change that.