Sunday, June 27, 2010
12:22 AM

No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, hearing sorries over and over again, and hurting.

This week is fucking horrible. I don't even know where to begin.. There were good parts of the week but the bad parts just overwhelms the good parts so I don't even rmb the good parts. I hate this week. I officially hate this week.

To start off, I hate waiting for your texts, I hate waiting for you to go home. I hate to constantly hear you say sorry but never meant it. I hate that I can't trust you no matter how much I want to, because I really want to trust you but whenever you tell me something, 3/4 of myself will tell me that you're lying, I hate the feeling of constantly doubting your words. I hate that you never listen to me. I hate that sometimes, you make me feel like I'm nothing to you. I hate so many things. But the worse thing I hate is, I can never bring myself to hate you.