i went out for like 3 days in a row alrrrrrrrrr. havent done this in a nong time hehe :) 

fri & sat met my baby!:) happyhappy.

sun aft church met belle. money flyflyflyyyyyyyyyyy. 

hahh. im like nonstop gna shop and look for nice things to buy :( and i still wna buy stuffs online. sighhhhh im gna go broke but wtevaa. 

since 1+ am, i'm gna meet my baby ivy in about 10 hours. hahahahaha yay we're gna eat and shop. :D 

need to get so many thingszxczxczxczxczxczxczxczxc sighz ;( 

happy note: i r gng to stay over in baby's on this fri!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYY. and i r gng to zirca this monday w my beloved bestfrs. SO HAPPY:) 

问自己习惯了吗

 
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

  

回忆模糊但巨大

1111th post.



just reached home.

so hungry so hungry so hungry so hungry so hungry have been surviving on one meals or less. :( why oh whyyyyyyyy. all i feel like eating is chawamushi......

hundreds and thousands of chawamushis.


so tired needa stone again.


screwed lit so badly but bio was awesome. :) my eyes can barely open, slept at 2+ revising bio. woke up at 5+ to read thru lit. than went back to sleep til 7. than woke up and headed for sch.
had 3 papers. ended everyth and reached home at 4. bathe wash up make up etc. and left house at 6. now it's almost 1am and i just got home not long. today is so exhausting ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but i met baby :)

feel like shopping.

@#)@(#_@(#)@(#)_#(@@#()_(@#(@ my brains are shutting down. byebye. :(

GONNA START BURNING MY BOOKS SOOOOOON :> YAY O'S ARE UNOFFICIALLY ENDED. (left retarded mcq)

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY


AM GNA GO DBG TO MEET BABY :)

你最近还好吗？

Sometimes you have to put walls around you; not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down just to be with you.

going to study @starbux alone since ivy not going w me alr :( poooooooo haha
oh well still need to go over her house to take earpiece

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hate myself for spoiling my earpiece.


ok getting ready to squeeze everyth abt bio and lit in my brains now. going to bathe and go out for another mugging day..


OMG I JUST REMEMBERED MY DREAM! i was screaming and crying so badly and just more screaming and screaming. god that felt so horrid.

安静

sigh what to blog about what to blog about? :(

can't wait til all these shit are done.
yestd everything in my brains were all about geog geog geog and more geog and today come out dk what kind of lj paper :( sigh, hope i can get a B.


i feel like dying again, at the thought about mugging bio and lit tmrw. sigh..

fuck myself man.

need to stone for a few more moments.


so exhausted.


and tonight seems like a really bad night. :( maybe it's due to cramming for exams. jam up my brains. LOL
feels horrid dk why. hmmm pms maybe.



ugh i really miss baby.

ss paper was so fucked. so depressed @ the thought of it.
chem paper was awesome. okay wait w moderation maybe not.
oh welllllllll
lit lit lit lit lit lit lit.



sorry for blaming you for everyth i just couldn't do. 














PS: i'm listening to to zanarkand right now and idk why everytime i listen to it, it's like entering into 'emo mode' instantaneously, woah mf someth wrong w me brainz. wlau i just don't get it. like i can't help but BE SAD hearing this song leh. but really brings out too much emotion in me (and i feel like stopping time RIGHT NOW, cos other than sitting for major exams, everyth seems to be perfect. can't find any reasons for being sad, ok luh maybe need to go on diet. but whatever. gna eat til explode aft o's. AND I JUST ATE RUFFLES. OK GG.)

PPS: wlau eh MY FUCKING LIT CAN GO DIE ALR. :( WHY EVERYONE WHO DOES IT SAYS ITS SO EASY? it USED to be easy, until i concentrated on my sciences and maths ;( lost touch w language man but wtever :{ ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD half of my brains are telling me to not care abt lit and just heck care rest of the papers and go play like mad. and the other half is telling me to STUDY DAMN HARD AND NOT TO WASTE TIME OK WHICH SHUD I LISTEN TO. IDK MAN OKOKOK I THINK THIS PORTION IS SHO LAMEZZZZZ. I ARE MISSING BABY SO BADLY. I WANT TO WATCH NARUTO W HIM, OMG.






contented. great girlfs, awesome boyf, even more understanding parents, wonder what more can i ask for?

happy happy happy ttm. :) hope everyth stays this way

sigh :( venice globalisation and bonding sg is so irritating. and i have yet to start on lit. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.